what do you really want

let me ask you a small question ...
what you dont have ? think..like right now .. what do you think that you
do not have ..
ipod.. car ... home ...a girl friend .. a wife ..a raise..

ok fair enough .. now tell me what do you want from life
now you'll say what stupid ..
i want ipod.. car ... home ...a girl friend .. a wife ..a raise..

again fair enough ...

now tell me what you thought u did not have...
say when you passed out college
you wanted a job .. you wanted some money .. you wanted ..

boss ... you have a job now... you have some money .. then why something
is missing... why you are not as happy as you thought you would be


people its not always about what you dont have its more about what you want ..
and surprisingly these two are not the same ...
there are so many things you dont have .. but someday will come
when you will have most of them and..
they wont still make you happy

its about deciding what you want and not..
crying about what you dont have
so think before next time when you say
if only i had this car ... this bike .. this ..
the question is do you really want that car .. that bike

what do you want from life ....
dont spend your life just thinking about .. uff i dont have this and i dont have that
some day will come ... when u''ll have all thiss and thats ... and suddenly
you'll feel " is this what i really wanted ? for this .. have i spent all my life ?"
-nikhil purwant

meri kavita ...jab bijli chali jaatin hain ....

yesterday lights suddenly went off at my office everything just came to a standstill but this time was well spent ... read on .. hope you like it

Aaj hamare DC mein light chali gayi
PC band , AC band .. uff jaan nikal gayi

kaafi der jab 'bijli' waapas nahi aayi
kisi ko window ki yaad aayi
window khuli.. thandi hawa se pura floor bhar gaya
ye hawa..jo..roj chalti hai .....


elevators nahi chal rahi thi
kuch logon ko stairs bhi dhundni padi
aare ... stairs se toh jaldi pahuncha deti hain
haan ye such hai..
and ye stairs baaki days pe bhi yahi hoti hain


aur maine kya kiya ...
maine usse dekha jo khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi
woh haansi ... achi dikhti hai yaar...
haan bhai.. woh roj hi achi dikhti hai ....

she asked ... walk ? ..
maine kaha haan chalo ..
we talked and talked ..
'project','dart','java','validations',
'no issues','mail','reply' in words ke bina
bhi kaafi saari baaein ho sakti hai doston..
by the way ..
..she has chin dimple..when she laughs that is

tumhara favorite actor kaun hai .. mera shah rukh ..she said
maine kaha mera bhi ....
she asked really ? kyon ?
i said nahi tum hi bataao .. (saala fus gaya )
aur .. actress ..usne puchcha
sharmila tagore ... i said. she said ..
aare but she is so old ...
maine kaha aarey pura to suno..
sharmila tagore ..ki.. beti soha ali khan ..
she said "auh.. very funny" (girls say that a lot hai naa!)

6 baj gaye ...she said ab ghar hi nikal jaatin hoon
but no... light villian banke wapas aa gayi ..
i said .. ab kya... kaam ?
she said haan aur kya ...
hum wapas nikle ...
kuch log ghar bhag rahe the..
ek ne chalte chalte .. apne pm se phone pe kaha ..
sir ab toh main ..
bus mein baith gaya hoon and woh chal padi hai ..
will send that doc tomorrow ...
we looked at each other .. she laughed again .. her dimple ..

toh .. hum pahunch gaye apne apne cubicle
saarein log toh bhaag gaye the
aur hum donone ....
apna apna kaam karna chalu kiya …
actoronki dunia se hum 'no issues' ki
duniya mein aa gaye ..
mails and messanger and documents and POC and ....


ab 8 baj gaye..chalo ghar jaana hai
maine duur ka rasta liya ... uske cubicle ke baaju wala
woh abhi baithi hai .. i smiled.. she smiled back..
gettin late haan ? i said nahi .. abhi time hai..
haan baaaaaas.. ye ek mail ...she said
pressed control + enter ..
done ! she said ...

We took the stairs ..
yaar sahi mein stairs jaldi pahunchaati hai (kyon !!)
we walked towards the gate
she said aarey meri bus..
bye ... she said ...
and said.. see you tomorrow
sure...i said

kal log puchenge ye light kyon gayi
and mein puchunga yaar ye light
baar baar kyon nahi jaati...

maana ke light roj nahi jaatin hai
per khidki se baahar dekhne mein kya harz hai
khuli saas lene mein kya harz hai
lift mein saamnewaale ke id pe employee id dekhne se acha

Usko ko haske 'hi..' to keh hi sakte hai
forwards toh bahut bhejte hai ..
koi personal si mail bhejne mein kya harz hai ...

Kyonki doston…light jaayen yaa naa jaayein

Ye hawa to roj hi chalti hain

saaamne wale cubicle ki ladki…. roj hi sunder dikhti hai ©nikhil purwant